I ran into my friend Emily at one of the Zinc Kings gigs last week, and she asked what exciting projects I’ve been working on at the big house. I didn’t really have a good answer, in part because of the holidays, and in part because the low hanging fruit has all been picked. What’s happening now is a lot of mowing, sweeping, setting up and tearing down of holiday decorations, and walking the dog.
In other words, the important stuff.
I have some projects I’m interested in finishing, others I want to get started, but most of my “house time” is maintenance, or at the very least finishing projects that were “done” a while ago and left a mess. I guess it’s a philosophical shift into middle age.
That may sound like a rather dramatic pronouncement, but I’ve observed a shift in how I do things lately. In part its due to the fact that I can afford to hire people to work for me, eat out every once in a while, slow down and read a book (and not feel guilty), and I don’t have to bust my butt finding gigs just to keep the lights on. I think it’s also in part due to the fact that I’m not 20 anymore. Or 30. Soon I won’t be 40 anymore.
Being “not as young as I used to be” doesn’t really bother me. I feel good, and while maintenance of a house (or myself) isn’t the most sexy thing, it really fits well with my personality. I like pushing a broom. I like weeding the garden. Changing the oil in the car and rotating the tires makes me feel good.
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about stories, and the speed with which we gather them. It’s related to how many “new” things you do, and as you age, you don’t get new things all the time. Instead, you focus on the good things; the things that make life sweet, comfortable, worth living.
So here’s to sweeping the floor and feeling good about it.